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You haven't let them die, but they're wilting

Why'd you neglect your loves? Your passions, the things that make you who you are.
There is nothing wrong with the one thing you want most in this world being to bein Japan, knowing the language and immersed in the culture, what's not enough about that?

Is it enough for you? Yes. Then GO! GO! GO!
Learn that language, so that when the time presents itself to you, you're ready.
What opportunities could await you in an entire country?! It's magical to think about.

Get healthy, immmerse yourself in your love for Nippon, and hey, maybe you could even go for a degree in this!
Yes, that's right, a degree in Japanese studies, or Asian studies!
Wouldn't that be amazing? You'd be doing what you truly, deeply love! Maybe you could get a job in conservation in Japan!

I'm so excited for you!

Stay excited, stay focused, don't slip.
Everyday give this passion attention, you're happiest when you do. You know you love learning!

My eyes are welling up with excitement for you. I love you!

Do your best!
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I feel so much joy and love for others when they get engaged, less so for weddings I suppose. They're beautiful parties-- but stale curations at the same time. And $$$$$$$.

When I think of myself, I don't set my body in those scenes, I don't feel the butterfly's whisper in my stomach. I don't feel anything. Most of all, I don't personally feel bothered by this numbness either. But society and the world around my bores a hole in my head and plants the question; "...is this what I should be doing?...". While every folicle, every cell, every muscle twitch and heart pump gently says "no, thank you".
Is this subject to change?
Am I just a wandering 27 year old like all the others? Or am I the only other again?

I quite like being the other.
It's exciting to have little secrets.

and I don't need a piece of paper to prove to the world who I'm fucking, with the blessing of the law.

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