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You haven't let them die, but they're wilting

Why'd you neglect your loves? Your passions, the things that make you who you are.
There is nothing wrong with the one thing you want most in this world being to bein Japan, knowing the language and immersed in the culture, what's not enough about that?

Is it enough for you? Yes. Then GO! GO! GO!
Learn that language, so that when the time presents itself to you, you're ready.
What opportunities could await you in an entire country?! It's magical to think about.

Get healthy, immmerse yourself in your love for Nippon, and hey, maybe you could even go for a degree in this!
Yes, that's right, a degree in Japanese studies, or Asian studies!
Wouldn't that be amazing? You'd be doing what you truly, deeply love! Maybe you could get a job in conservation in Japan!

I'm so excited for you!

Stay excited, stay focused, don't slip.
Everyday give this passion attention, you're happiest when you do. You know you love learning!

My eyes are welling up with excitement for you. I love you!

Do your best!

Fruitation

Jun. 25th, 2021 11:23 am
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I feel it inside
like a tide

on it's way in...
...out....

in.....
...out.....

5
4
6

calm comes and the view is green
and lush

calm comes
when it does, visions

visions/mind 
physicality/visions

I just realized I speak in far less words than I used to, both in poetry and in speech

I don't know if that's good or bad....or ugly.

...coming back to this weeks later, I've decided.
I'm getting out of here. 
I'm returning to the Rising Sun, I promise you.
I know I need to be patient, it'll be painful; but you're worth it. You've always been worth it.


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