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GET ME OUT OF HERE
Dec. 8th, 2022 10:44 amHoly shit.
holy shit, holy shit.
What am I doing?
I have things I want to do, places I want to go-- I'm 28 and I haven't even made progress in any of this-- I'm trying. But I feel constantly dragged down.
I can't control other people, I can only control what I do, which includes: telling other people they only have control over themselves is not necessarily going to stick because I said it and it's true = in conclusion, I cannot control other people. Even ones close to me, even ones I love.
I feel like if I sit in this museum any longer, I'm going to scream.
If I'm near him any longer, I'm going to scream.
I have shit I want to do that I don't know how to pursue because I'm sat in one place taking care of you-- juggling so much yet nothing at all.
Like my hands are full of eggshells.
holy shit, holy shit.
What am I doing?
I have things I want to do, places I want to go-- I'm 28 and I haven't even made progress in any of this-- I'm trying. But I feel constantly dragged down.
I can't control other people, I can only control what I do, which includes: telling other people they only have control over themselves is not necessarily going to stick because I said it and it's true = in conclusion, I cannot control other people. Even ones close to me, even ones I love.
I feel like if I sit in this museum any longer, I'm going to scream.
If I'm near him any longer, I'm going to scream.
I have shit I want to do that I don't know how to pursue because I'm sat in one place taking care of you-- juggling so much yet nothing at all.
Like my hands are full of eggshells.
