I'm going to be the very best witch that I can be, Mom-- and I know having a good heart is important

Seeing my former Digital Foundations professor while working the museum desk

it made me realize

how bitter i've become

how resentful and full of black goo

it's not better to hate; i'm rotten. inside and out

I've let the poison sting my lungs and decay my blood and guts
for what
for the pain

no
for them

and they don't deserve it
and i dont deserve it

to hate so much and feel so much pain
i've dug this ditch as deep as it'll go

if I don't stop, it'll swallow me whole.

I'm sorry
I will be better
than you.

remember what your mothers' said